I found this and had to share!
Jill lost a daughter and in her struggle to understand, she discovered something beautifully profound. She compares this world we're born into as a world of blue, and she loved living in blue. But then she was thrown into the world of yellow and she hated yellow. She came to realize that we were never meant to live in just blue or yellow but the Creator intended us to live in a world of green. Only through Christ can we fine and see and live in a world of green.